sylph of space
where are your pants kanaya
doctor who more like doctor poo
LET’S SEE YOU TRY TO COME BACK FROM THAT ONE DOCTOR POO FANDOM
Reblog if you have read more than one MSPA Story (Jail break, Bard Quest and Problem Sleuth)
Like if you have only read Homestuck
Thank you kids!
Decided to take a video while flying this morning.
Best. Idea. Ever.
Reminder that this actually exists in our world
THIS IS REAL
I’m gonna cry.
i just read this and thought “humans cant fly dont lie to me sir” then realised, airplanes.
shut the fuck up this is from Final Fantasy XIII omg
pls tell me ur joking PLS
Panda researchers in China wear panda costumes to give mother-like feeling to a lonely baby panda who lost her mother [x]
without context it looks like some guy disguised himself as a panda so he could sneak into their panda community and now he’s making a quick getaway with the baby panda
johto eevees. I firmly believe that umbreon is just a big dumb eevee in it’s scene phase and espeon is the one you have to look out for.
“A scarlet steam engine was waiting next to a platform packed with people. A sign overhead said Hogwarts Express, eleven o’clock. Harry looked behind him and saw a wrought-iron archway where the barrier had been, with the words Platform Nine and Three-Quarters on it.
Smoke from the engine drifted over the heads of the chattering crowd, while cats of every color wound here and there between their legs. Owls hooted to one another in a disgruntled sort of way over the babble and the scraping of heavy trunks.”Happy September 1st, y’all!
Jesus crust of all flabreads, this has been a really bumpy even two weeks. I haven’t even had time to be too active on tumblr D: Not to worry, friends, I will try to be on top of my game :D
School! : So far, school has been pretty great, robotics isn’t as lame as I thought it’d be, and I’ve already built a little VEX robot :D I really wanna learn programming but that has to wait until a little later on. Apart from robotics, all my classes are going okay, AP Bio is a little shakey because the teacher is a little eh. She can’t really explain things with too much detail which leaves me a little clueless in crucial times.
Feelings! :Okay, this is the part I think will be long (but hey, I haven’t typed at this point of time so we just gotta be patient and see). So, I ran into a river of depression and wow was it deep. It then escalated to the point where I was sitting on my bed with a belt around my neck tightening it up and getting ready. I did write a letter to Sam which I really did like, it had a lot of my feels in it. BUT! Of course someone stopped me or you wouldn’t be reading this! Help came in the lovely form of words from the one and only tumblr user rizari! I ended up seeing how stupid it was and stopped. After thinking it out, I decided I’d try to get some help. I asked my mom to schedule an appointment to “talk about my anxiety with my doctor”. I did end up going and hoo hoo, silly me, I forgot that if you tell them you had a plan and tried to attempt they shit you off to the ER. Not helping if it was three days before the visit. I had to go ALL the way to the hospital and get my butt into the ER only to wait for a while. Then I got in and waited some more, then they stuck an IV in me for some reason and took some blood and urine samples. THEN!… I waited for 6 hours in a hospital gown on a hospital bed waiting for the specialist to come in. And when she came and talked to me, I couldn’t have been happier!! She was so cool and waaayyyy better then the losers I had to deal with before, she actually knew what she was talking about and had a lot experience, my favorite part was that she understood what the difference was between the different reasons for cutting, which my old therapist didn’t. So now, I have to go to a group therapy today at around 4 then tomorrow I have to go to regular 1 on 1 -_- (I hate 1-1 none of the therapists at kaiser know what they’re talking about and just got out of college). I don’t know why I have to go either, it’s like one of my favorite analogies I’ve ever told, “Why increase security after a bank has been robbed? The robbers already have what they wanted and have no need to go back” I’m not depressed anymore and I really want the therapists to know that, cause it seems a lot of them don’t even know what depression is.
Relationships, Friends, and Family! : Errr… Not really looking forward to writing this section… But, for myself and future references, I shall. A week ago, relationships were golden and so were family and friends, not, two out of the three are eh… After going to the ER for attempt at suicide, your family begins to turn into you and make you feel like you’re a fragile little leaf, which I don’t really like, even though I guess it’s good. My mother has to sleep in my bed with me because of anything I “might do”, my belts are being kept away, and doors can’t be locked. Sigh… Friends have been pretty great, I was nominated to do the ice challenge yesterday, and that was pretty fun, and I got two people to donate to the cause, which is lovely :) Me reaaalllyyy good friend rizari has been super helpful in being there for me and has been making me pretty happy :DD Now, to the grim part… Ugh, I really don’t wanna type this out. After I told my significant other that I had tried to kill myself, it was too much for him and so we had a short commercial break before starting up again, and recently, I figured I don’t want to have a relationship until I’m out of highschool and maybe in college. Even though I really love him I have to get myself in check before I get out there again…
I usually close these off with a weird ending, but for now, I’m just going to stop typing.
P.S. If some of you readers (like two of you) have govteen you should tell me, cause that’d be cool :)